4 months day

Yesterday i've been together with Hin for 4 months la. These 4 months have passed pretty fast. Everyday have been nice <3
Even tho its 4 months day we didnt really do anything special. Two days ago Hin told me, that everyone disliked that he dont have time for his friends. Well.. As earlier post/blog said, i already awaited that will happen... So now is the time i gotta back out a bit xD
*Dam im hungry... so late..* 
So two days ago i said "Go with them. I'll let you be today" And so i found anime and gamed myself, but he came back to me later after all... It made me happy, but im really worried that the others will get angry..
Yesterday was 4 months day. He rejected going to halloween party. He rejected like 3 friends oh... The first thing i thought hearing that, was "Is it because its 4 months day...?". I felt kind of being the reason for he isnt going out. So i told him to go. And he listened to me... So i was the reason after all.. XD
But yea. I thought it was okay that he went out for halloween, since all his friend was going. If i was there i would definitely go too! Because im not there i can only send Hin out  
I started blogging then, and make new design. Feels okay. Not really lonely.
I just heard Hin over the phone. In the background i could hear Tinge and Kinshan laughing, and having fun. So i guess they arent angry. That's good la~

Even thought i dont regret telling him to go, i still think "hm... is a bit sad...". Guess thats impossible to hide from. That being alone in a special day..
Oh well! Is just 4 months day. Isnt 4 months + 1 day even better? Since its longer? And we will definitely be together for long long long more time! Heeeeh =w=

Since is so late i should go sleep after smsing Hin lo! :o Happy 4 months day! <3 <3 I love you!